Stream of Consciousness.

I read about how one girl does a stream of consciousness blog a couple of times a week or so, I think it is an interesting idea. I am going to try it. I am going to write for ten solid minutes, no censor. The only thing I will correct is spelling mistakes. :) Starting... NOW!

I am wondering how this is actually going to turn out. I wonder if I will actually end up writing anything kinky that deserves to go in this blog or if it'll be all boring and if it should go in my other blog. I just wrote an interesting blog post there. You should go read it... I love reading. I wish I knew more kinky things to read though. There is a kinky book club on fetlife that I keep meaning to join. Daddy is a part of it. I know he was looking at this list that they posted there for summer kinky reading. I really should go check that out. I miss Daddy. Fuck, I miss him a lot. I know I will see him soon though. I need sex though. I am craving it. I feel like I am going through withdrawal. Masturbation is nice and everything, but it is not the same as sex. I mean, I get off, but it is just not as good. Which I guess is a good thing. You wouldn't want to be happier playing with yourself than you are having your partner to play with.

There are some birds outside my window and my cat is going NUTS. It is sort of cute. Not that he is irritated, he just is cute. I get sad when I think about leaving him. I know that sounds crazy, but it's true. He sleeps with me, follows me around, and is just the best kitty EVER.

Shoot, my wrists are starting to hurt. 6 minutes left. No biggie. I can do this. I am drawing a blank. I drew a penis the other day. It looked pretty good if you asked me. I wasn't even really trying, just doodling. My mind is constantly on sex. I am always thinking about it. I want him so badly. I love it when he bends me over and takes me from behind. Just how he is able to fuck me so brilliantly that way makes me cum sooo quickly. I love it. I love him. I am still surprised at this all sometimes. He came into my life in such an ordinary way. I am so beyond lucky. I can't believe of all the people on the wide web, we found each other. Against all odds. I could have never imagined how much I love him before. He is amazing. He makes me so happy. Gosh, I am all over the place, which is cool, that's what this is all about after all. Three more minutes... And to think I was going to do 15 minutes! I would have been in agony. Agony is a bit of a strong word there.

My Daddy is so strong. It is such a turn on. My ex was strong, but not that strong. Thinking about how much pain he could inflict on me just gives me soaked panties every time. He gets my girl cum flowing... He turns me on more than any other guy before him. I don't know how he does it. He knows exactly what to say/write/do. It's just WHO he is that turns me on.

Alright, that was 10 minutes. :) It was fun. It has sexual elements, so I'm going to leave it here.