Hormonal.

So, during the wonderful time in every woman's month where they get hormonal...

I get overly mushy. I want to be loved and held and told I'm pretty. All those kinds of things.

However, I want my sex NASTY. I want to be beaten up. I want to look like a battered housewife. I want to be abused and used. I want to be raped. I want all of this and more.

This got me to thinking about my sex life. On a scale from 1-10, it is a 7.5. You might be shocked at this number. I mean, my Daddy pleases me in every way. I have orgasms all the time. I enjoy pleasing him and he allows me to please him daily. How fantastic is that??? You would figure my number would be at least in the 8 range! Well here is the break down...

We are not in Chicago. Chicago has a WONDERFUL kink community. Not to mention Chicago has dungeons that I can go to. Once again, fabulous. Chicago has munches. HUGE PLUS!!! So, overall, Chicago alone [with even our exact current sex life] would be an 8. So there is .5 points.

Another thing about Chicago is my Daddy and I would be playing with other people. While we are monogamous in love, we enjoy playing with others [together]. AND, I would be able to find girls. So that would bring my number up to 9. That's a full point!

So, you are probably wondering what we could do where we are now to bump up that number? Well, I like the B, S&M parts of BDSM. My number would definitely be bumped if I had some more 'scenes' [for lack of a better word]. Sometimes I get this almost neglected-esque feeling when I realize how long our last 'scene' was. However, I know my Daddy is a busy man. He works and doing scenes sometimes isn't possible. That's what would make my sex life perfect though.

Don't take this the wrong way though, I am very satisfied with my sex life. I just wanted to blog...

I just think that M/s sometimes people think that the sex life is magically everything that both people want. The thing is, I know my Daddy's sex life isn't a 10/10 either. I know he feels the same about including others in our play. That's not saying the me+him sex isn't fantastic, it's just that the OVERALL sex life has a TINY sliver missing. If that makes sense.

Just sayin'...