Strange...

I am sitting at Platinum's university right now. Being all sneaky as a visitor. Lots of thoughts are running through my head. I really don't know what to do... I don't even know how to go about writing about what exactly happened this past week. Things have changed so much with my mother. I had high hopes. I wanted so badly for everything to work out. I was even excited about moving back. I really thought that things could change...

Then it... was different. I was still trying and yet it wasn't working. She thought that... well, I don't know what she thought and I am not about to speculate. The situation turned from bad to nightmare.

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to type...

Never in a million years would I have thought that it would have gone to the place that it went...

I am still in shock. Two days later.

It is killing me that I cannot reach Sky.

I am worried.

I am frightened.